Well, I edited my last post after finding out that I give people too much benefit of doubt. My brother called the other day to find out what happened and I was explaining how I didn't see any red flags this time, so that's why the whole thing scares me. Then, I started to tell him about a few little things that made me uneasy, but I didn't really see them as flags. I'm starting to realize, though, maybe that feeling in my gut is the red flag. The moment I start to feel insecure - is that the point I need to say I'm done? About a month into dating this guy, someone used the word "boyfriend/girlfriend" about us and we hadn't used those terms yet. I kind of laughed and said, "So... are you my boyfriend now?" What I envisioned to be a cutesy moment where we start using the title turned into a conversation that left me feeling uneasy about our relationship. He spouted off things about how we needed to take it slow and I was so determined ...
While Nev and I were out and about today, I decided to make a quick stop to Walmart on the way home. I decided to wear her throughout the store since she just can't quite sit up in the cart yet. A few people complimented her or my wrap as we walked through the store. One woman stopped me to ask me how I made something to wrap her like that. I explained that I bought the wrap, but gave a quick one-liner about baby wearing. English was not her first language, and I don't understand thick accents very well, so it was taking all of my concentration to have a conversation with her. She asked me several questions about wrapping. About a minute in, though, she abruptly changed the subject to why she *really* stopped to talk to me. A church group in which she is involved has started a Bible study and she was out to recruit members. She asked where I go to church and I told her. I was in a part of town very far from my house and much farthe...
You are always so friggin cute! UGH!
ReplyDeleteCute! And I love your sassy little face today!
ReplyDeleteYou do look sassy! As usual! That jacket is adorable - but then again, most of your clothes are just great!
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